Your true colors are showing through. I can't imagine why you have so much trouble making friends in G or on the forum. My chit stinks, oh it stinks plenty. I think you're very confused about who, or what I am... but I could not care less.
You can choose to live your life pissed off and sad and looking for things to complain about, and I've certainly been there myself. Or, you can decide to just do your own thing, not focus on others, and not spend so much time trying to find somebody or something to be angry about.
-TJ